I'm Here

Yes, I still think about you. I still worry about you. I wonder what crafts you are working on. I wonder if you have any pain. How the kids are doing. I still care. And if you ever just want to talk, vent about something, anything, I'm here for you. 

Anything You Wanted

...and then you turned your hand over and dumped me out. 

Failure

Sacrifice

I tried so hard for you. I know you don't think it, but I did. Sure, I tried the wrong things sometimes, but they were done with the right intentions. I never thought bad of you. Never blamed anything on you. I held you in the highest standards. I wish you could have seen through all of my faults, like you did in the beginning, and look into my heart. 

You would have seen you. 

My Love

I loved you the first time I saw you. 

I loved you more, every day after that. 

I love you more today than ever. 

And I will love you tomorrow even more. 

I will always love you. 

Until the day I die. 

I wanted

I wanted you in my life. You were and still are my life. I wanted to be a part of yours. A part of everything. You and the kids are all that matter to me. I have nothing without you and them. You never had to fight to keep me. I was always going to be yours. I still am. 

Perfect?

I'm not a bad man. Yes, I made mistakes. Everyone does. There are no perfect relationships. Things happen. But is how you get through them and continue to build and to not just give up. I never stopped loving you. I never gave up. And you have to see, we had really good times together. More good than bad. We were only just beginning. Things would have gotten better. I know it, because I would have never stopped trying. Ever.