Wednesday, June 25, 2014

If I Should Die Before I Wake

If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe 

No One Wins

http://youtu.be/_JASxa17vqc

I never meant to start a war
You know I never want to hurt you

I Just Want You To Know

http://youtu.be/SxjIWoa7Dgc

Again

http://youtu.be/NUH-GsxCKzg

Thinking Of You

When I'm all alone or in a crowd
In a quiet place or where music's loud
If I'm on the road, or in the other room
That's how you know, I'm thinkin' of you

When the flowers bloom, when the leaves turn brown
when the sun is hot, when the snow falls down, down
when the clouds are gray, and the sky's are blue
that's how you know, I'm thinkin' of you

I'm thinkin of you, that's all I do all the time
You're always the first and the last thing on this heart of mine
No matter where I go or what I do, 
I'm thinkin' of you. 

Can't remember names, who I used to be
what I cared about before you came to me, baby
Every selfish thought, all I thought I knew
has been replaced with thinkin' of you. 

I'm thinkin of you, that's all I do all the time
You're always the first and the last thing on this heart of mine
No matter where I go or what I do, 
I'm thinkin' of you. 

Always thinkin' of you, yes I am.

Your Birthday

I'm sorry, if this isn't about me, my apologies. Your post "Pain". You are my love. My only one. You are everything to me. I am not trying to hurt you at all. I'm only yelling you how wonderful you are to me. I'm not bad mouthing you or any of that. If I have said something to upset you, please tell me what it was. That, was never my intent. I try and give you confidence, support and love. I'm not going to try and tear you down, one, you don't deserve it, and two, it would hurt me just as much you. I didn't try to ruin your birthday. I sent you a happy birthday text at around 7am that day. I posted to Instagram and my blog wishing you a happy birthday. I brought you gifts, a card and cupcakes. I know they weren't much, but they were given thinking of you. Again, if it's not about me, my apologies. I just don't want you thinking I don't care about you or love you more than anything. Because I do.