Sunday, July 29, 2012

Family Fun

Thursday we all went to the Dallas area. We left early in the morning and stopped at the Texas state line for pictures then made our way to Grapevine to go to Legoland at the Grapevine Mills Mall. We had a great time there. The mall is big and there was a lot of walking. We ate at the Rainforest Cafe. Overpriced but interesting. Then we went to Legoland. It is a small place with only a few rides for the kids. My favorite, and Malania's favorite was the mini city. The kids had fun in there riding the rides and seeing everything Lego. After that we stopped for some cupcakes then In-N-Out for dinner before heading home. We drove by the Texas Motor Speedway. I would love to go back and take a tour sometime. I know I'm not a huge NASCAR fan, but I love that my wife is very passionate about it which makes it interesting for me. I love seeing her smile. We made it home late and everyone was tired but we had a really good time. I know I did.

Friday afternoon we decided to drive down to the Chickasaw National Recreation Area in Sulphur. We packed everything up and headed out. We packed everything...not everything made it into the car. That was my fault. I forgot the cooler with our drinks, towels, and the floaties for the kids. I was so excited to be going with them I forgot to put everything in the car. We had fun seeing the waterfalls and letting the kids get wet and splash around. The water was a little chilly but it was a beautiful area. Parker enjoyed being with momma, his favorite place to be. It's so wonderful seeing her with him. She takes such good care of him. He can be a little needy at times but she does so much for him. On our way back we stopped at Braums for milkshakes and ice cream. The kids enjoyed it. We also stopped to take pictures of a windmill. It is so fun to go places with all of them. Sometimes thier moods can be challenging, but, there is nowhere I would rather be. Being a part of something so wonderful makes me feel so good. I know being with them is where I was meant to be. I hope we can have so many more days like those. I love them so much.

Malania started working on a new wreath this weekend. It is going to be a Oklahoma City Thunder basketball theme. She works so hard on her crafts. I know it will turn out great.

We also sent in our entries for the Oklahoma City Zoo calendar photo contest. Hopefully one or more of hers will be chosen. She loves the zoo. I love being able to experience it with her and the children.

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Bad Day

Today is not going so good. Work is pushing me to the edge. I can't think anymore. Last night ended badly. I wish things were different. I wish I felt the comfort I felt before. I knew I always had you next to me, to be there for me when my days were rough. I could always come home and hold you and everything would be right. I want that back so bad. Coming home to you and having you happy to see me, knowing that you missed me while I was gone, was the best feeling. I wish you knew how much I miss that. I wish you knew how much I miss you. We were inseperable. We burned so hot. My feelings for you haven't changed. You are still all I could ever want. There is no way I could think about spending my time and my life with anyone but you. I love you more than I could ever explain, and that itself is the problem. There are no words for how I feel about you. I have tried to tell you many times but everything I say cannot compare to what I truly feel for you. Sometimes I want to rip out my heart and give it to you so you know it is yours. I want you to climb inside my brain and see that there is only you in there. Everything I am is you. Right now, I just want to walk out of work and come home to you but I know you won't be happy to see me. So, I have to struggle through my work day and hope that you will miss me. God, this can't happen. I feel so empty without you. I love you so much.

Monday, July 23, 2012

Us

Sunset by iLoveMalania
Sunset, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I LOVE YOU.

Sunday, July 22, 2012

Breathtaking

Eyes And Hair by iLoveMalania
Eyes And Hair, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

I know I haven't shown it as well as I should, but I love you. I love you so much. My every thought has you in it. Every breath I take is for you. Every part of me tells me you are the love of my life. I want to spend the rest of my life showing you how much I love you and how much you mean to me. You are the most beautiful, amazing, wonderful, incredible, sexy, creative, awesome, perfect woman in the world. No one compares to you. No one comes close. I could never look at another or want to be with another. You have made that impossible for me. I completely love you Malania. You really are my dream come true.

Eyes That Melt

Eyes That Melt by iLoveMalania
Eyes That Melt, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

When I look in your eyes I completely melt. You cast a spell on me. I see the love and devotion in your eyes. When I stare at you it's because I can't believe how beautiful you are.

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Smile

Smile by iLoveMalania
Smile, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

God I want to make you smile again. My heart belongs to you. My life is yours. I would do anything to make you happy. You mean everything to me. Nothing I can do will take away your hurt but I will not stop being there for you, caring about you, wanting you and loving you with all of my heart. You will never have to worry about me wanting another. There is no one better than you.

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Love Means...

Fifty Shades Of Grey by iLoveMalania
Fifty Shades Of Grey, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

When I say I love you, I mean it. Feeling what I feel for you, I have no doubt that my feelings are true. When I say I want you, it means I "want" you. In every way. To hold, to touch, to share my life with, to help, to comfort, to cherish, everything. I want it all with you. You are one of a kind. You are a gift. You are everything I could ever hope or dream for. I love you so much.

Monday, July 16, 2012

Nothing As Beautiful...

Nothing As Beautiful... by iLoveMalania
Nothing As Beautiful..., a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

I know we have bad days and good ones, just like everyone else, but it's times like this that make it all worth it. Being with you anywhere is a dream for me. As long as we are together doing whatever, my life couldn't be any better.

Sunday, July 15, 2012

I See You

I See You by iLoveMalania
I See You, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

I had so much fun with you on our trip last year. You are the best partner I could ever imagine. Seeing places with you is the most fun.

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

The Gun Show

The Gun Show by iLoveMalania
The Gun Show, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

You are so much fun to be with. Every day is a new adventure. You make my life worth living. Every day I love you more than the last. I love falling asleep next to you and I love seeing you first thing whaen I wake up.

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Heart

Shade Dog by iLoveMalania
Shade Dog, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

You are the sweetest, most loving, wonderful and amazing woman. You put your heart into everything. A great cook, crafter, photographer, mom, wife...there's nothing you can't do. I love you so much!

Monday, July 9, 2012

Zoo Fun

Zoo Fun by iLoveMalania
Zoo Fun, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

I drive 45 minutes to work because I have to. I drive 45 minutes home because I want to. Being with you is the most wonderful feeling. Holding you in my arms is like holding an angel. You are perfect to me. You always will be. You are my light. You are my strength. You are my best friend. You are everything to me.

Sunday, July 8, 2012

Standin' On A Corner...

Standin' On A Corner... by iLoveMalania
Standin' On A Corner..., a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

I dedicate my life to you. Without you, I am nothing. You have made me what I am today. I am a much better person with you in my life. So much better than I was a few years ago and so much better than I was yesterday. Every day I am with you I will continue to become the man I was supposed to be. Your husband. Completely devoted. Completely yours. My life and everything I am is yours. I am completely in love with you Malania.

Us

Us by iLoveMalania
Us, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

I wish you could understand the pain I feel when I am away from you at work. It drives me crazy. There is nowhere I would rather be than holding you. From the moment I walk out the door in the mornings all I can think about is getting back home to you, to see your smile, to feel you next to me, to hear your voice. Being away from you is the hardest part of my days. You are always on my mind. Sometimes it is hard to do anything else because all I can think of is you. I want to make you happier than you have ever been. I want you to want me home with you as much as I want to be there with you. You truly are my world. How could you not be?

Contemplation

Contemplation by iLoveMalania
Contemplation, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.
I know I have done things wrong. I know I haven't been the husband you thought I could be. You believed in me. That is why I love you so much. You were always there for me. When I was at my lowest, you were there. You always had open arms for me. My arms will always be open for you. My heart will always be yours. My love for you only grows stronger every day. I can be the husband of your dreams. I know I will do what ever it takes to make your dreams come true. I won't quit on you. I won't quit on us. Ever. I believe in us too much. I made the mistake of not trusting in your feelings. I love you so much, so much more than I could ever explain to you. I will spend the rest of my life trying to prove to you that what I feel is real.

Engaged

Engaged by iLoveMalania
Engaged, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

May 7, 2011. The day we were engaged. Before that, I already felt I had found my true love, my best friend. There is no one like you, Malania.

Love

Us III by iLoveMalania
Us III, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

The only thing grand in this world is you.

Getting The Shot

Getting The Shot by iLoveMalania
Getting The Shot, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

A vision of perfection. Nothing in front of the lens can match the beauty of what is behind it.

My Best Friend

Us IV by iLoveMalania
Us IV, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

The greatest companion I could ever dream of. I hope we have many more great adventures together.

Above The Colorado

Above The Colorado by iLoveMalania
Above The Colorado, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

Nothing on earth is as beautiful as you, Malania.

Talimena Beauty

Talimena Beauty by iLoveMalania
Talimena Beauty, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

Always looking for beauty in everything. I never have to look, I know real beauty is you.

Creation

Creation by iLoveMalania
Creation, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

April 30, 2011. The day our little miracle was created. Such a wonderful day.

Zoo Smiles.

Zoo Smiles. by iLoveMalania
Zoo Smiles., a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

Going places with you is the most fun I have ever had in my life.

Parker and Mom

Parker and Mom by iLoveMalania
Parker and Mom, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

You make my life complete. You gave me so many gifts, your love, a family, a wonderful son and step-children. I couldn't want more.

My Love

So Hot by iLoveMalania
So Hot, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

She is every dream come true.