If You Care

I miss you. So terribly bad. I hope we can work on friends again. You are the most important part of my life. I love you very much. 

Once It Was

Where are you?

What are you doing?

Are you coming here?

When will you be here?

Hurry. 

I miss you. 

Do you miss me?

I love you. 

Do you love me?

I had so much fun today. 

You're so sweet. 

I wish you didn't have to go. 

I think that someone is you. 

All gone. How can it just stop?

Remember what you felt saying all those things. 

I remember how it made me feel. 

Actions speak louder than words. True. That's why I'm still trying. I haven't stopped. That's why I will keep my promises to you, even though it's like this now. I never stopped loving you. I never stopped being there for you. Even when you were with someone else. Remember?

I love you. I always will. 

Nervous

I'm so nervous at times like this. When I haven't seen you for a while, I never know what to expect. I want things to go good. I know we can be. I know we can joke, laugh, talk, all the good things. That's how I hope it will be. I always want it to be a good time. I never want to argue with you. I want to make you smile. I want you to remember how good we can be. I love you so much. 

Stunning

You are beautiful. You know I know it. You know I think of you as the most gorgeous, amazing woman on earth. Just thought I would say that again here, since I can't comment on the actual picture. 

So amazingly beautiful. 

Every Second

I miss you. Always. That's why I try to talk to you. I miss it. I miss hearing the little things that go on in your life. I care about you. I've tried to show you. When something was wrong, I tried to help, with support. Whether it was words to calm you, a hug to let you know I love being with you, money when you worried or needed something, gifts to make you smile, or just listen to let you know I understand you are upset and I will always believe in you and no one else. You are always on my mind. That's why I try to talk to you. That's why I try to see you whenever possible. That's why I did anything to be with you, even be dishonest to family, not you. I wasn't going to let anything get in the way of spending time with you. Any way I could to see you, I was going to do, because being together with you and having the fun we had, was more important than anything else. You are worth my time. Every second. I hope you can see that. Any time you needed me, I was there. When you were having a bad day, I would bring a sundae or cupcakes or something to try and cheer you up. You are worth every effort. You are worth every mile. You are worth every second. You are amazing, and we were amazing when we were doing things together. 

Always Trying, Still

I made time for you. I didn't make any excuses. When you wanted me there, I was there. I wasn't too busy for you. I didn't say I can't because I have something more important to do. Every possible moment I could spend with you, I did. I didn't care if I drove there just to see you for fifteen minutes. It was worth it. I didn't lie to you. When you needed help, I did everything I could. And you did too. If you think I lied or made excuses to NOT be with you, I'm sorry, but that isn't true. You know I would rather be with you than anywhere. The only excuses i make are finding ways to be close so I can see you. I love you more than life. 

New Visions

I've been lots of places. Some amazing and beautiful, some just your everyday place. But the places I've been with you, even places I've been before, have been so much more amazing when you are with me. You make going somewhere so much better Than I could ever imagine. You are magical. I hope we can enjoy places together again. I love you Malania.