Family Fun

Thursday we all went to the Dallas area. We left early in the morning and stopped at the Texas state line for pictures then made our way to Grapevine to go to Legoland at the Grapevine Mills Mall. We had a great time there. The mall is big and there was a lot of walking. We ate at the Rainforest Cafe. Overpriced but interesting. Then we went to Legoland. It is a small place with only a few rides for the kids. My favorite, and Malania's favorite was the mini city. The kids had fun in there riding the rides and seeing everything Lego. After that we stopped for some cupcakes then In-N-Out for dinner before heading home. We drove by the Texas Motor Speedway. I would love to go back and take a tour sometime. I know I'm not a huge NASCAR fan, but I love that my wife is very passionate about it which makes it interesting for me. I love seeing her smile. We made it home late and everyone was tired but we had a really good time. I know I did.

Friday afternoon we decided to drive down to the Chickasaw National Recreation Area in Sulphur. We packed everything up and headed out. We packed everything...not everything made it into the car. That was my fault. I forgot the cooler with our drinks, towels, and the floaties for the kids. I was so excited to be going with them I forgot to put everything in the car. We had fun seeing the waterfalls and letting the kids get wet and splash around. The water was a little chilly but it was a beautiful area. Parker enjoyed being with momma, his favorite place to be. It's so wonderful seeing her with him. She takes such good care of him. He can be a little needy at times but she does so much for him. On our way back we stopped at Braums for milkshakes and ice cream. The kids enjoyed it. We also stopped to take pictures of a windmill. It is so fun to go places with all of them. Sometimes thier moods can be challenging, but, there is nowhere I would rather be. Being a part of something so wonderful makes me feel so good. I know being with them is where I was meant to be. I hope we can have so many more days like those. I love them so much.

Malania started working on a new wreath this weekend. It is going to be a Oklahoma City Thunder basketball theme. She works so hard on her crafts. I know it will turn out great.

We also sent in our entries for the Oklahoma City Zoo calendar photo contest. Hopefully one or more of hers will be chosen. She loves the zoo. I love being able to experience it with her and the children.

Bad Day

Today is not going so good. Work is pushing me to the edge. I can't think anymore. Last night ended badly. I wish things were different. I wish I felt the comfort I felt before. I knew I always had you next to me, to be there for me when my days were rough. I could always come home and hold you and everything would be right. I want that back so bad. Coming home to you and having you happy to see me, knowing that you missed me while I was gone, was the best feeling. I wish you knew how much I miss that. I wish you knew how much I miss you. We were inseperable. We burned so hot. My feelings for you haven't changed. You are still all I could ever want. There is no way I could think about spending my time and my life with anyone but you. I love you more than I could ever explain, and that itself is the problem. There are no words for how I feel about you. I have tried to tell you many times but everything I say cannot compare to what I truly feel for you. Sometimes I want to rip out my heart and give it to you so you know it is yours. I want you to climb inside my brain and see that there is only you in there. Everything I am is you. Right now, I just want to walk out of work and come home to you but I know you won't be happy to see me. So, I have to struggle through my work day and hope that you will miss me. God, this can't happen. I feel so empty without you. I love you so much.

Us

Sunset, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I LOVE YOU.

Breathtaking

Eyes And Hair, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

I know I haven't shown it as well as I should, but I love you. I love you so much. My every thought has you in it. Every breath I take is for you. Every part of me tells me you are the love of my life. I want to spend the rest of my life showing you how much I love you and how much you mean to me. You are the most beautiful, amazing, wonderful, incredible, sexy, creative, awesome, perfect woman in the world. No one compares to you. No one comes close. I could never look at another or want to be with another. You have made that impossible for me. I completely love you Malania. You really are my dream come true.

Eyes That Melt

Eyes That Melt, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

When I look in your eyes I completely melt. You cast a spell on me. I see the love and devotion in your eyes. When I stare at you it's because I can't believe how beautiful you are.

Smile

Smile, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

God I want to make you smile again. My heart belongs to you. My life is yours. I would do anything to make you happy. You mean everything to me. Nothing I can do will take away your hurt but I will not stop being there for you, caring about you, wanting you and loving you with all of my heart. You will never have to worry about me wanting another. There is no one better than you.

Love Means...

Fifty Shades Of Grey, a photo by iLoveMalania on Flickr.

When I say I love you, I mean it. Feeling what I feel for you, I have no doubt that my feelings are true. When I say I want you, it means I "want" you. In every way. To hold, to touch, to share my life with, to help, to comfort, to cherish, everything. I want it all with you. You are one of a kind. You are a gift. You are everything I could ever hope or dream for. I love you so much.