Please

Please try and remember our good times. They were real. Just stop thinking about the bad for a little bit and think of all the fun times we had together. How happy you were. Your April fools joke that turned out later to not be a joke. I was never worried. I knew you were the right one to have a child with and I was so excited and happy that we created something so wonderful. Remember, please. How much you loved cuddling with me. God I loved it. Holding you was the best. Just please remember those moments. Because that was the real us. 

I love you Malania. I always will.